Friday, April 3, 2009

Defense in Action

My circadian rhythm is screwed! Gawd, I don't know why, I can't think of anything extraordinary that would cause such intense heaviness in my lids that they keep wanting to shut. Each time, I open a book, or attempt to read a journal article, or skim through my deadlines, or just whatever that is academic-related, I feel like sleeping. Really strange! Not like I haven't been sleeping, although my sleep pattern has been chopped from my regular 8 hours to an average of 4 hours each night, at least I haven't been skipping sleep??

I don't know...it has to be either procrastinating or withdrawal. In any way, isn't procrastinating one of the means of withdrawing? So is sleeping one of the ways to withdraw? I'm beginning to wonder if this is for me. Shouldn't be so terribly difficult if this was my cup of tea?? I don't know, sometimes or most of the time, I wonder why I'm doing what I'm doing.

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